"I'll never be good enough." Im going to tell you where the rubber meets the road here. Saying that, is simply a cop out. Who are you trying to be good enough for? Us? Your friends? Who? The only one you should be trying to be good enough for is yourself. Nobody here tells you that youre not good enough. NO ONE.
"Silence is much easier." I gotta say it. Thats a cop out, too. You're taking the easy way out. You know what that means? That you dont really care about dealing with it. You may think you do, and you may think that you just "dont know how", but thats just the victim in you making excuses for you not to try. Really working at it is taking the hard way- and thats the ONLY way it can be. Theres no other way out. I hit rock bottom, and the only way to go from there is up. Its damn hard work.
"I like being busy and helping others. I feel good, I feel needed and somewhat appreciated." Okay, THATS AN ESCAPE. A positive one, i